Teen Mom’s Amber Portwood Spent Months in Bed After Learning Daughter Leah Wanted Stepmom to Adopt Her 

“I just woke up and I was, like, hopeless,” she told her mother. “Just feeling like hopeless, and just, why am I awake.”

Amber also reflected on the relationship she had with her own mother at the age of 16, and how at the time, like Leah, she moved in with her father.

“My relationship with my mom when I was around 16 was a little tumultuous,” Amber said in a confessional. “Me and my mom were fighting so bad that I had to leave the house and go live with my father.”

At dinner with Tonya, Amber shared that she doesn’t see the light at the end of the tunnel with her daughter after such a major decision.